Today is a good day. I'm happy, I feel renewed and my spirits have been lifted by the promise that better days are ahead. Days ago I prayed and prayed for the Lord to take away the feelings of anger and hurt that consumed my mind and body and made functioning in everyday life without you so hard. Just Monday, the thought of you possibly with her made my heart ache and tears fill my eyes, now all I do is smile because I know I put my all into a relationship and I like to think I got all I could get out of it, now I just need to move on.
Life has a funny way of teaching us what we want is not always what we need. I thought I needed this relationship, but I don't. To be honest I think the embarrassment surrounding the way this all went down is what had me the most upset. But I am grateful for the lesson in all this and I hope your "space" helps you find all the happiness in the world and I will continue to search for mine which is right now my work and softball.
Ladies take this lesson from me, don't keep anyone in your corner that does not want to be there. People worth holding on to will never make you try to hold on to them, they would never leave in the first place. So dust off your shoulders, chest in the air, head held high and strut like you've got an audience watching.
Thank you God for my freedom back and for getting me through. I'm no longer seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, I am that light. Moving on is beautiful...
Jimena
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