Hi my loves.... So I'm back to blogging. I've missed it sooo much but with my new job I barely had time to devote to my old blog so I felt really guilty with the whack posts I was submitting. Rather than continue with the old blog that represented a much darker, more boy crazy Simone I decided to start afresh! So here goes nothing readers.....
Life is definitely a journey. A quote which I recently read and decided to keep close to me says " Life begins at the end of your comfort zone." I have to say my comfort zone ended when I started working full time and dealing with what life had to offer me. Firstly life didn't offer me a job in a field I studied four and a half years of. To be honest I feel like that was a blessing in disguise. Between you and I there is only so much science that I could take, I might be good at it but I definitely towards the end was not enjoying it. I guess thats a lesson I had to learn on my own. Yes you may be good at something and everyone else might see a future for you there, but if its not in your heart it won't ever happen. That's why I was so excited when I found the field of public health. Unfortunately, with the way this year has been looking doubt I will be furthering my education just yet.
What life did offer me was a position as a Property Manager & Vacation Rental Specialist which is definitely not all it is cut out to be. Everyone loves the confidence a real estate agent exudes, but little do they know that agent can have a tank close to E, a couple past due bills but wearing the best suits, eating at the best restaurants and showing you a property as if they don't mind if u say no when in their head they are praying to God you say yes. Working on commission is definitely a hard job, my saving grace is that I am an extremely hard worker, I do the accounting as well as other little jobs to keep me afloat so in between pay checks I can live in a condo and look the part of wealth.
Next thing life offered me was a lovely 2 bedroom condo which I share with my sister (hell yh bitch!). Apart from work at home life isn't exactly amazing! My sister is the most dramatic, bipolar chic I know lol. Love her to death but mannnn she is hella crazy. Her mood swings can be a little hard to deal with at times, but we have a 2 bedroom, 2.5 bath condo so I can stay in my own space and ignore her :). Also the bf market is starting to get old. Maybe its because I'm young or something but I dont know how these couples make it for years and years.... I've been with the same person for 10 months and we are already shaky. Damn, maybe I'm just undateable ( I know its not a word). As if our introduction wasn't dysfunctional enough, we have everything and everyone keeping us apart. Now is that time where you separate men from boys. I'm playing this one by ear, but from the way things are going not sure how much longer he will be holding on. At first I was heartbroken that something I worked so hard for and came out of character so many times for was crumbling before my very eyes and there was nothing I could do about it. But now I'm just kinda over it, can't make anyone stay and quite frankly fuck TLC I am too proud to beg lol.
So lets sum it up real nice; I'm not where I want to be but I atleast know where I'm going, I'm working hard and eventually I think it will pay off, love life is shit but I plan to invest in a vibrator anyway, feels good to live on my own if raya can control her emotions and last but not least I'm still alive :). Until next time followers....
Jimena <3
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