Hope everyone is having a great day. This week I am content, actually a little bit happier. For the month of July life has just been kicking and pushing and almost trying to break me but its the end of the month and things are turning up for the better. I guess thats just the way it works, you have to go through struggles and pain so when you receive joy you know exactly what it is and taking a positive approach appreciating every minute of it.
For starters this weekend I worked my ass off! I had guests check in at my best villa, I was running around on Saturday from 10am-4pm! So I worked the whole day pretty much running up and down to get things ready for them. I was exhausted! When they get to the villa, they loved it! I was so happy! Not to mention this is a 3 week booking so the salary should be pretty damn good as well next month. Overall a good day.
Making my saturday even more amazing Kyle is back!! OMG I missed my baby bro/ partner in crime sooo much! He is hilarious and whenever work is stressin me out he's there. Its so rare to find that in a sibling, a brother at that but I love and appreciate him so much. He brought over my favourite Bambarra rum and we had a few other people over and drank and cracked jokes all evening. Totally made up for working on the weekend. The Mr man comes over to say hi to me, this is the one time I will have to blame the alcohol lol. Before he even go upstairs my panties were on the ground lol. I was upstairs my head hitting the headboard while everyone else was downstairs drinking (a damn shame i know). Maybe it was the liquor but that was some bomb ass sex! It felt so liberating as well and so dangerous considering anyone could come upstairs and hear us. I know, I know this is the same selfish jackass, but I needed my cracked you guys know how it is lol. We took a shower then went back down and everyone could see it on my face, I was sooo embarrassed!
So on Sunday I woke up feeling refreshed. My coworker invited me on the boat to go fishing. A day on the boat finished my weekend well. I caught about 5 fish drank about 6 beers and got sunburned so bad my cheeks are red lol. I had an amazing time. It was so good to be out on the water and just relax. To add to this day I was speaking to Mr. Man and telling him how I happy I am and I wish one day he can find that happiness in his life. I brought up the space he requested and his response is "quit with all the questions cus as far as I am concerned nothing ever changed, its still us." Well slap my ass and call me silly, for someone who wanted this space and gave me the distance all of a sudden he realises nothing changed between us two and pretty much wants to forget the whole "space" thing. This is why I always stop and take a while to process things, even if it takes 3 days! He had me playin psycho crazy bitch for 3 weeks to only realise I'm so good for him. Now I'm at the point where I'm glad he's back but I've already distanced myself from the relationship. I'm not talking to other people but I still had to harden my heart to swallow that pill 3 weeks ago, now I'm supposed to act like nothing changed. It did for me....
Drama, drama lol. I need my own seat on Oprah at the rate I'm going. Its always something with this topsy turvy relationship of mine... But on a plus side I realised I made more money than I was expecting this month too, so I can probably treat myself to a weave lol.
Readers one thing I learned this month is most things we try so hard to control would work out a lot better if we just let them be. Thats what I did, I could make him stay, I couldn't make my job get easier and I could force myself to be happy. Slowly everything just worked itself out. In life when it rains, it pours but once the rain stops its just so refreshing and beautiful. So stop stressing life, just sit back with your mixed drink by the pool and let it all jus pass you by.
Stay positive bloggers,
Jimena
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